My beta from yesterday was 19.
For those of you playing along at home, yes, that is two points lower than it was on Wednesday, and yes, this pregnancy is not going any further.
I am pretty crushed, because I held such hope this time--I was on the medications, I'd gotten pregnant again within only three months (two months trying) of my last early miscarriage...I was cautious, but deep down, I really thought this one was going to make it.
I guess I don't need to worry about measuring the guest room for a crib anytime soon.
Oh, Jen. I'm so sorry. My thoughts are with you.
Posted by: PJ | July 05, 2008 at 01:08 PM
Oh, no. I'm so sorry.
Posted by: susie | July 05, 2008 at 01:31 PM
Oh Jen,I am so sorry. I was really hoping for you, too. You're in my thoughts.
Posted by: Anna | July 05, 2008 at 02:35 PM
That just sucks. I'm sorry. I wish the news was different.
-D.
Posted by: Dramalish | July 05, 2008 at 02:59 PM
I'm so sorry. I really thought this was going to be it for you.
Posted by: cat, galloping | July 05, 2008 at 03:34 PM
I'm so sorry Jen. You'll be in my thoughts.
Posted by: MsPrufrock | July 05, 2008 at 03:39 PM
F*ck.
That's the best I got. Sometimes I wondered why my little embryos even started if they weren't going to even try.
Posted by: DD | July 05, 2008 at 04:30 PM
I'm so sorry. I was really thinking this was going to be your month.
Posted by: denise | July 05, 2008 at 04:49 PM
Aw, man. That sucks. I'm sorry it turned out like this.
Posted by: stephanie | July 05, 2008 at 05:54 PM
Oh, no. I'm so very sorry, Jen. I really wish things were different. You'll be in my thoughts.
Posted by: amanda | July 05, 2008 at 06:07 PM
I know there are no words at a time like this, but I am truly saddened to hear your news and I just want you to know that I am thinking and praying for you today.
Posted by: Sara | July 05, 2008 at 07:27 PM
I'm so sorry :( *hugs*
Posted by: Jenn | July 05, 2008 at 08:40 PM
I'm so sorry, Jen.
Posted by: Elizabeth | July 05, 2008 at 09:28 PM
Jen, I am so very, very sorry. I know fairness and deservingness have no role in infertility, but I can't stop wishing they did.
I will be thinking of you and wishing fervently for a happy outcome for you soon.
--Bugs
Posted by: Dead Bug | July 05, 2008 at 10:31 PM
Oh, Jen. I'm sorry I've been away to have missed the saga. I'm so incredibly sorry. It just sucks.
Sending hugs and chocolate.
--cass
Posted by: cass | July 05, 2008 at 10:43 PM
I was so hoping for you-and am disappointed that it hasn't turned out differently. Hang in there, and be good to yourself- we're all rooting for you and wishing you well.
Mare xx
Posted by: B. Mare | July 06, 2008 at 02:06 PM
I can hardly imagine what you are going through.
Hugs.
Posted by: Susan | July 07, 2008 at 01:14 PM
I am so very sorry.
Posted by: bleu | July 07, 2008 at 02:17 PM
Finding you from Lost & Found. I am so very sorry for your loss.
((Hugs))
Posted by: Tarah | July 07, 2008 at 07:42 PM
Also here from L&F -- I am so sorry.
Posted by: Good Egg Hunting | July 07, 2008 at 09:20 PM
I'm so sorry you're going through this!
Posted by: Charlotte | July 08, 2008 at 08:14 AM
Dangit. I too am very sorry.
Posted by: MotherLawyer | July 08, 2008 at 11:18 AM
Thinking of you Jen. I wish there were more that could be said or done to make this less painful for you.
Posted by: Dee | July 08, 2008 at 12:57 PM
Shit. So sorry to hear this. Be good to yourself.
Posted by: PiquantMolly (AKA Mollywogger) | July 08, 2008 at 01:17 PM
I'm so sorry, Jen. Really really disappointing.
Posted by: thalia | July 11, 2008 at 02:12 PM